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The main storm of moving household, business, and farm has finally subsided.<\/p>\n
19 years worth of stuff has been sold, given away, crammed into a storage unit and garage, and squeezed into the 28-foot-travel-trailer-masquerading-as-a-tiny-house that my husband and I will call home for at least a year.\u00a0The business is stuffed into a small windowless warehouse space, and\u00a0Daniel is actually getting Doorposts mail out the door again.<\/p>\n
Now the rebuilding begins.<\/strong> I like rebuilding a lot more than I like tearing down. In fact, I could easily become obsessive about it. After so much chaos for so long, my soul longs for order and routine. So I tend to wring too much out of a 24-hour period, not wanting to stop until everything is exactly the way I want it.<\/p>\n But God knows I don\u2019t need everything exactly the way I want it.<\/strong> I actually need to keep learning to be thankful and patient with things the way I don\u2019t<\/em> want them. He even used a fortune cookie to remind me of this.<\/p>\n One of my granddaughters and I stopped for Chinese food on a trip back and forth from our old town to our new one, and I had to smile when I pulled the slip of paper out of my cookie and read, \u201cKeep your expectations reasonable.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n In other words, \u201cIn every <\/strong>thing give thanks for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you.\u201d <\/em>Don\u2019t expect everything to be perfect, and don\u2019t expect everything to happen right now.<\/p>\n I can give thanks for the opportunity to park our trailer in the driveway of our son\u2019s new house, even before he and his family are living in the house themselves.<\/p>\n I can give thanks for a house we can go into while we don\u2019t have water or reliable power in our little trailer yet.<\/p>\n And I can give thanks for all the oddities and challenges that have come with that privilege and blessing over the past week \u2013 the shower that is missing its shower head, the oven that is missing its racks, the stovetop that\u2019s missing the burner rings to support its burners, the lights that have no switches to turn them on, the outlets that have no power behind them, the breakers that trip when the toaster is on, the faucets that only yield cold water.<\/p>\n \u201cKeep your expectations reasonable.\u201d <\/em>That little slip of paper is posted on my tiny refrigerator door, where I can read it over and over.<\/p>\n We\u2019ve been here a week. Rebuilding takes time.<\/strong><\/p>\n I can use the toaster now. I can walk through the garage without having to move boxes at every turn. I can turn on a faucet and hot water comes out. The dog has quit barking. When I plug in my hot plate, it works! Tomorrow we might even have water in the trailer! What luxury!<\/p>\n \u201cKeep your expectations reasonable.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n \u201cIn every <\/strong>thing give thanks . . .\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n This isn\u2019t heaven.<\/strong> It\u2019s preparing <\/em>me for heaven. And for that I can give thanks.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n